Fear. I now no longer had a church, a place that I considered my second home. Gone in just a matter of seconds. What would we do now? Where would we go to grow in Christ? Where could my mama get the help she needed to cope? Would I ever trust again?
Anger. Enter at your own risk. I was so angry, at the cult, at my grandparents, and even at God. Why did this happen to my family? I had this bubbling, boiling lava inside of me bursting to get out. Why did this happen to me? I'm only 10!!! Why did this happen to my family? We never did anything wrong. This rage in me demanding to be let loose in a fire of anguish and pain.
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